I don’t know how long, but its been awhile I’ve probably become indecisive. Sometimes I’m sure but then I begin to wonder how I could be sure of being indecisive. Isn’t that a decision?
If I have a problem I usually see two possibilities but think maybe they’re both wrong and there’s really an even better solution that I can’t think of? So I’m stuck choosing between two wrong solutions or not knowing the right one.
I’m currently wondering whether I should continue writing this.
But since I started it I don’t think I can just stop. The burden of a decision seems to outweigh making it. I’m not so sure though.
No solution seems complete enough to simply decide by myself. I hope something will happen or someone will just tell me what to do. I don’t think I was always like this but lately I see one side that seems right, all things considered. It’s uncanny that I may suddenly see an opposing view that has equal merit.